Friends of Makybe Diva / Ayame. Please Read.

[Quiet269]

Hello everyone,

I am sorry to be the person to tell you this, and I really wish this was not the case; but, Ayame has passed away.

Some of you may know she recently underwent surgery for a rare type of tumor in her lung. She was doing exceptionally well, got out of the hospital early, was passing all of her tests with flying colors, and was well on her way to recouping. However, on September 20th she was having some trouble breathing; and shortly thereafter she passed away.

I know this is really hard news to take, and I'm sorry to any who have had to worry so long without contact. I wanted to get all of the information before informing everyone.

From what I've been told she did not suffer in death. They did not perform an autopsy, but are quite positive she suffered a Pulmonary Embolism. There really is nothing that they could have done to save her, and they had no way to be aware of it possibly coming on. From what I've been told, even if they were aware there was little they could have done.

The family has cremated her, and will be holding a very small service once they receive her Urn. She did not have a will, but if you are currently in possession of any items of hers please let me know via PM and I will talk with her BF IRL, who can speak with the family to see what's best to do with those items.

I loved Ayame very dearly, and have spoken with her a lot over the last year. She was a very caring person, and had so much love to give. She always told me of how happy she was, and her BF has confirmed that her last year was the happiest Ayame had ever been. I want you to know that I firmly believe that is wholly due to her friends both Online and IRL.

If you would like to talk, please let me know. I know very well how distraught this news can make a person, but I also know she would not want you moping over the loss. Instead, if you can, remember all of the good things and know that she wants everyone to be the best person they can be. However, please do not push your feelings aside; if you need to, you should let your feelings flow and not bottle them up.

Sincerely,

[knotme]

I knew Ayame for 18 months.  She was one of the first people I really started talking to on here.  A little over 6 months after meeting her, and little did I know at the time how important of a friend she would become.  But after that 6 months another mutual friend here really got us to talking.  Ever since then she became a "TRUE" friend to me.  and I do emphasize true.  She became my second rock, she was the one person in this world whom I could and did tell everything to.  She gave me friendship, wisdom, love, advice, honesty, and laughter.  We would talk hours on end about nothing.  We would start talking one day around 7pm ish my time and before long it was 4 or 5 am here. 

I will truly and surely miss my best friend Ayame.  She was loved and respected by many.  We lost a wonderful woman and person, as did the world.  When someone like her is called home it effects everyone, because she came in contact with so many and put smiles on all our faces.  Know that she did not suffer in her last moments and know she is in a better place now.

She maybe gone from this world but she will never leave our thoughts and our hearts.

[jsealing]

I wish to pass along my sincere condolances as well during this time. Ayame and I talked several times during the past year.

[jratt85]

looks like we have another person, to launch a little paper boat with a name on it, for this Halloween "All Hallow's Eve".. Im sure all of us will feel her spirit around us as time gets closer to when friends and family are allowed to return to the world of the living to visit loved ones left behind. Odd part was I was sitting here last night depressed and missing having someone to talk to and I had my hair pulled back and it felt like someone was playing with my hair trying to make me laugh or something and then ended up pulling a piece up out of the tie with two fingers making a loop.. who knows could be a local spirit or couldve been her, guess we will all find out some day when its our time to move on. Until then we will live our lives for those who have already moved beyond and can no longer live for themselves.

I hope noone is offended by this statement, I may not believe in much, but I do prefer some of the old thoughts and ways, and had had more than a few conversations on the subject with her, especially after my Great Uncle passed.